Smash in the face with perpetual growth...

So before I deleted them off of this blog site, I took a moment to "relive" my past as through my own eyes and words... I had forgotten most of the things that I had posted on here. Though I'm a big believer in recording things for posterity, I was truly and unabashedly ashamed of myself for most of what I posted. I apologize to anyone and everyone that read and remembers the absolute atrocities that were my thoughts and experiences back then.

Deleting them from this site does not delete them from time; however, to fail to realize how much I have and have not changed in the process of moving from young adult to adult would be a massive harm to myself.

I will be the first to admit that my life is not exactly "on target" for what I had hoped and that I have only myself to blame for that poor choice in trails.

With the advent of 2012 and what is to come throughout this year, I plan on implementing a course correction to my sedentary life... this comfortable existence with no real purpose except to fill a small space in the void.

Over the years now past, I have learned a few new tricks of the trade to add to my repertoire as a "Jack-of-All-Trades", but since we know that a little knowledge can be just as dangerous to one's self as a knife in the hands of a toddler, I plan on vastly narrowing my field of options and expertise. I will focus on what I know and understand. I will seek that which makes me happy and provides opportunity not only to myself, but that one that I'll share a great portion of my life with when she comes along.

I think that I shall conclude this for now, as I have work that must be done for tonight. Love as always. JD

Long time coming / I Hate spam (not the "food")

Good evening to all of you out there in the wide, wide world. The irony that I would even attempt to reuse this blog site is not lost on me, yet here we are again after a rousing (and slightly infuriating) dose of "spring cleaning" on this sight. Sadly, I must confess that I am somewhat appalled at myself for not doing this before. I cannot promise every day updates, nor would I want to subject you to them. I will only post things that I find are intriguing, disturbing, or likewise humorous.

Enough prattle about all of this. It's been a long time. I think I need to freshen up the place a bit more, so I'll be back with something comical/ nerdy in just a bit.