Smash in the face with perpetual growth...

So before I deleted them off of this blog site, I took a moment to "relive" my past as through my own eyes and words... I had forgotten most of the things that I had posted on here. Though I'm a big believer in recording things for posterity, I was truly and unabashedly ashamed of myself for most of what I posted. I apologize to anyone and everyone that read and remembers the absolute atrocities that were my thoughts and experiences back then.

Deleting them from this site does not delete them from time; however, to fail to realize how much I have and have not changed in the process of moving from young adult to adult would be a massive harm to myself.

I will be the first to admit that my life is not exactly "on target" for what I had hoped and that I have only myself to blame for that poor choice in trails.

With the advent of 2012 and what is to come throughout this year, I plan on implementing a course correction to my sedentary life... this comfortable existence with no real purpose except to fill a small space in the void.

Over the years now past, I have learned a few new tricks of the trade to add to my repertoire as a "Jack-of-All-Trades", but since we know that a little knowledge can be just as dangerous to one's self as a knife in the hands of a toddler, I plan on vastly narrowing my field of options and expertise. I will focus on what I know and understand. I will seek that which makes me happy and provides opportunity not only to myself, but that one that I'll share a great portion of my life with when she comes along.

I think that I shall conclude this for now, as I have work that must be done for tonight. Love as always. JD

Long time coming / I Hate spam (not the "food")

Good evening to all of you out there in the wide, wide world. The irony that I would even attempt to reuse this blog site is not lost on me, yet here we are again after a rousing (and slightly infuriating) dose of "spring cleaning" on this sight. Sadly, I must confess that I am somewhat appalled at myself for not doing this before. I cannot promise every day updates, nor would I want to subject you to them. I will only post things that I find are intriguing, disturbing, or likewise humorous.

Enough prattle about all of this. It's been a long time. I think I need to freshen up the place a bit more, so I'll be back with something comical/ nerdy in just a bit.

Ok. Just woke up. Still tired. It's saturday. Kinda Confused. My step father Brett is Watching "For Love of The Game"?... Oh Yeah! I've been posting a few blogs on a Myspace Page. The address is http://www.myspace.com/tals_space

I have a couple of friends on there. Anyways, I hope that everybody's cool and Having a great summer. Later!

3 names you go by:
1) Joshua
2) Josh
3) JD

3 screen names you have:
1) Tal5000
2) Talon1409
3) Whitefire04

3 things you like about yourself:
1) My Mind
2) My Personality
3) My Ethics

3 things you hate/dislike about yourself:
1) My Shyness (in affairs of love)
2) My Sleep Habits
3) My Body

3 things that scare you:
1) needles
2) Pissed off Women
3) Stiletto Heels

3 of your everyday essentials:
1) Cigarrettes (trying to kick 'em)
2) Sleep
3) My wits

3 things you're wearing right now:
1) Black Boots
2) Black Jeans
3) Black Loose Shirt

3 of your favourite bands/artists:
1) A Perfect Circle
2) Authority Zero
3) Incubus

3 of your favourite songs at present:
1) Pet (a Perfect Circle)
2) Hell (Squirrel Nut Zippers)
3) Boys in the Hood (Dynamite Hack)

3 new things you want to try in the next 12 months:
1) a steady relationship
2) getting a tattoo
3) living on my own

3 things you want in a relationship (love is a given):
1) Trust
2) friendship
3) support

2 truths and a lie:
1) I'm bored
2) I'm Tired
3) I have alot of Money!

3 physical things about a love interest that appeal:
1) Small subtle Features
2) Small to medium build
3) Red Hair

3 things you just can't do:
1) put up with stupid people
2) Put up with DRAMA
3) Have sex for 8 hrs. straight

3 of your favorite hobbies:
1) Hanging with my Girls
2) Hanging with my animals
3) Computers

3 things you want to do really badly right now:
1) Have someone to talk to (Bored)
2) Karaoke
3) Enjoy Normality

3 careers you're considering:
1) Teaching Philosophy
2) Digital Graphics Artist
3) Management

3 places you want to go on vacation:
1) Ireland (or Scotland)
2) Hawaii
3) Japan

3 kids names (either boy or girl):
1) Jaina Michelle
2) Michael Ray
3) Jacen Demetrius

3 things you want to do before you die:
1) Get Financially Stable
2) Have Kids (two boy and girl, prefferably twins)
3) Find True and Undying Love

3 people who have to take this quiz now:
1) Jessie
2) Jacob
3) Brandy

in class right now.
just browsing the net.
kinda bored but its also fun.
just thought I'd publish something.
I miss ya'll give me a call. Love ya. JD